Wednesday, November 02, 2005
the fontation was weak yet you guys pull it through
it was a shaky bridge
but all cross the bridge with success
you guys went ahead
and made a whole new start
a brand new experience
though conflicts arose
nothin could stop you guys
you guys were great
it really set me thinking
wat actually we had really did for you guys
NOTHING
the experience was great
but theres still a pinch of regret
though not gonna elabourate on the regret
its really sad to actally think through
and then you have this sense of uselessness
this sense that nothing was archieve
the sense of failure
the fact that we did not archieve our desired ends
though nth can be done now..
lets just pray for the rest
really hope that my wish would come true
till then i shall not have high hopes
expecting and wishing for
would all appear?
that would be the question
will i be wat you had said i would be
will i ever meet to that standard
when i cant even solve the most critical prob
what will be the result
would it be wat you said
or would it be wat we all dread
a whole new beginning....
but would it go where i want it to go
would it stop and remind as a hope, a wish, a want
that would never be fulfilled
would i actually be who i want to be..........
Monday, October 31, 2005
three more weeks till everything would be over
gonna hold on and survive through
gonna do the best to prove my worth
